Yesterday was a day of mixed emotions. It was both the one year anniversary of Sean and I being together, and the expected due date of Gracelynn.

Sean and I spent the whole day together. We went out for breakfast and then spent the morning walking through parks. Then we got Toby and went out for lunch with him as well. We spent the afternoon together until he went to sleep and then Sean and I got dressed up and went to dinner and a movie. The evening we went to Gracelynn's grave and lay flowers down. Then I spent the night with him.

We slept together. It was the first time since last December. We used protection, of course I will still be nervous, but nonetheless it is done. I am glad actually.

That was my day...

Laura